Smashing the Patriarchy with Rainbows and Glitter

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I'm Bean. I'm a young adult. I like a lot of things. Hi. :3

Ok, so I’m STILL dissociating like crazy. I keep forgetting what the fuck I’m doing/where the fuck I am/who the fuck I am/what the fuck is going on at all. I’ve been losing so much time and feeling extremely confused and tired. I was going to post more about this on one of my side blogs, but I can’t post to any of my side blogs via the mobile app and I can’t get into my stepdad’s laptop. So I had a small tantrum about it (like you do) and now I’m so close to completely losing it and trashing my bedroom again and I really hope I don’t because last time I accidentally ruined some of my notebooks and I don’t want to do that.

— 7 hours ago
#beanslyfe  #dissociation  #PTSD adventures 
animalstalkinginallcaps:

WHAT IS THIS? LOOK AT THIS. HAVE I MAGICALLY BEEN TRANSPORTED TO THE HEART OF THE SAHARA? AM I ON THE BONNEVILLE SALT FLATS?
YOU NEED MOISTURIZER, NICK. DESPERATELY.

[preorder the book]

animalstalkinginallcaps:

WHAT IS THIS? LOOK AT THIS. HAVE I MAGICALLY BEEN TRANSPORTED TO THE HEART OF THE SAHARA? AM I ON THE BONNEVILLE SALT FLATS?

YOU NEED MOISTURIZER, NICK. DESPERATELY.

[preorder the book]

— 8 hours ago with 2375 notes

Praying that no one at the two weddings I’m going to this month will ask about my arms and legs. I don’t have any formal wear that will hide them (and the two weddings are in August, which is not the best time for long sleeves) and being asked the same questions over and over again is extremely stressful and makes me feel like a fucking crazy person. Like, yeah, there’s just a girl at this wedding who’s covered in cuts and scars who won’t talk about how she got them. That’s not suspicious at all.

— 8 hours ago with 1 note
#beanslyfe  #tw:self-harm 
delanowhere:

poochcrew:

We recently adopted a couple of kittens. This one, Starbuck, enjoys chewing on books.

i want 50

delanowhere:

poochcrew:

We recently adopted a couple of kittens. This one, Starbuck, enjoys chewing on books.

i want 50

(via thestylishvelociraptor)

— 8 hours ago with 9341 notes
It seems to be just about done healing.

It seems to be just about done healing.

— 8 hours ago with 2 notes
I wore my dinosaur shirt today.

I wore my dinosaur shirt today.

— 9 hours ago with 1 note

betweenbodies:

ive never believed in passive aggressive vagueblogging, unlike SOME people i could mention

(via vayaconqueso)

— 9 hours ago with 6793 notes
#guilty 

I got some new heels that are very classy and are not half a size too big. I think I might actually be a size 8 instead of an 8.5.

— 11 hours ago with 1 note